2012/09/29: Except not really better
Y'know what, all things considered, I think I have to declare that I officially Do Not Have My Shit Together. I'm caught in an endless cycle of sleep problems punctuated by depression, I haven't seen the doctor yet for reasons which are outside my control, and I generally lack the slightest amount of motivation to do anything whatsoever besides eat, sleep, ride my bike, and mess around on the internet. And do some volunteer data entry for 2-4 hours a week.
Bottom line is, this was the first update in almost four weeks, because whenever I actually went to look at it I alternated between "bleh, I don't feel like it" and "DEPRESSION EPISODE," the latter of which is the condition in which I made this blog post, so basically, I'm putting everything on hold, subject to "if I feel like it" exceptions, until I feel a lot more like anything is a lot more straightened out than I do right now. I will see Cottagesnagged to its end, just ... not right now, basically. I wish I could have paused after Act 2 ended, since this is kind of an awkward way to do it, but ehh. I just felt way too daunted by the whole thing, and my motivation has hit rock-bottom in just about every area. Sorry.
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